Tuesday, August 15, 2006
                       sobs. remembering that tomoro is our anniversary just saddens me. i noe i gotta b strong. i just misses him VERY much. i realli do.. okay, u might tink that im being too emotional or wadsoever. i wudnt care. u see me smile, u see me laugh but inside me was a broken heart. i tried to keep myself busy. i tried distracting myself. but nothing werks. damn, it hurts. when i all i think abt is you. do you think its fair to make me feel this way? when ure moving on with ur life forgettin all abt me.. =[ im screamin inside.. but noone heard em cos i always put up a smile on the outside. sobs. sobs. *crying* Sunday- 13th august. i supposed to have tuition at 5-7 pm. but the day before i chatted with my tutor. and she was like 'wanna go chill tomoro instead of having tuition?' hehe. i was cheered up by the idea. shes my TUTOR. so i met her in vybes. cos she wanna trim her hair. the minute kak ina saw my hair, she was like laughing. i noe, i noe. its too short. waited for like decades before its finally kak marina's turn. after kak ina finished cuttin her hair, we went to board the mrt to city hall. we walked to esplanade. and sat near the shore further down. had fun camwhoring. haha. her purpose of asking me out is to cheer me up. well, it did. but it made me sad too cos im walkin down my memory lane. esplanade, me and him's fave place. then i went inside esplanade cos she wanted to go to haagen dazs and have fondue there. damn, the chocolate was so nice.! but we didnt finished it up cos we were soo full. actualli we planned to go to marina square to try on clothes, take pics inside the changin room then walk out of the shop. hehe. never tried it beforee. unfortunately, it was already 9 and most shops are closing soon. haiz. accompany her to smoke after that. we were so retarded taking pictures of each otha. shes like 22 years old and she didnt behave like her own age. which was good la. we looked so silly inside the pics. called my mummie, asked her where is she now.. then waited for my parents to picked us up. what a fun and memorable day. however, wen i sat at the back of the van, alone. i cried buckets. haha. recallin all my sweet memories when i was still with him.. haha. i was supposed to watch a malay play 'lelembut' with my friend. we ordered the tickets ready. i then found out from him that hes gonna watch the same play with syafeeq and azri. what a coincidence. i sat next to him that day and we held hands. aww.. i wish that moment will never end. haha. if only i can turn back the time... .radyn. |
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