Wednesday, August 23, 2006

omg. im so happy that 2.4km run is finally over. eventhough my abdomen till my knees hurts, i was relieved that i passed. haha. when i finished my 6 rounds, i was breatheless and lie down on the middle lane of the track. my abdomen and my erm, was in pain. meatballs gushing out non-stop. hehs. someone poured water on me. like as if can make me feel better.[kononnyer la.] my whole shirt plus my bra was like soaking wet. HAIZ. managed to stand up and walked with the help of mira and hajar. went to the toilet and checked my hair. ohmygosh, its in a huge mess. haha.

earlier, we hadda run 6 rounds. what a bother. before that, we spent so much energy cheering on our class guys. now, its their turn to cheer for us. mostly were my hunkies like ismail, milo, reezal, jiajun, benji, kester, dane and his frends.. yea, dane and frends cheered like so frigging loud. haha. embarassing. cos i was like the only one running. some of my frends were at the front and some were lagging at the back. man, im so glad that its over. i had enough of running. seriously. my stamina shucks la. haha. when its the next batch of guys running, hajar, prissy and me was like cheering. ruzaini was so cute. when he runs, his head will wobble. haha. his timing was ONLY 9.57 mins. goodness. that was fast. he run so leisurely with a smile on his face. i wonder how he did it whereas i was like dying thruout the 2.4km run. haha. not forgetting ardilla.. he looks so relaxed. i was like 'go ardilla!'. he turned and gave me a killer smile. oh, i shudnt further elaborate on it. haha. thats the second smile he gave me today. the first one was he saw me inside eng class. cuteness. =X his timing was 20 mins. my jaws just dropped to the floor. heh. literally la. he got asthma. no wonder. okay, why am i lyke keep on updating abt him. hehs.

nothing much happened today. i had fun, sort of during biology cos mrs koh was absent. mira and me was like doing quizes and wordpuzzles afta reading thru the slides. ohyea, humans was
SUPER boring. silence[ is golden. hehs. =/] all the way. i just cudnt absorb a single thang. haiz.
i noticed that today was filled with sarcastic remarks. haha.

Syaqirin is good at giving advices. not bad huh. haha. what more, its useful..
i dunoe why i feel so irritated towards my mum. just recently. she just cares for me too much that its getting on my nerves. yea,yea.. i noe she meant well but.. just let me manage things once in awhile. i need my privacy too at times. basically, she got the rights la cos shes my mum. but c'mon man i needa breathe too. im 15 and not 5. actually im used to it already. im just tired these days and at times i nid to be alone. shes just making things hard for me. no offence, mum.

how would you feel if ure in my shoes? the truth is out. do you think i deserve all this of shit from YOU?
like i say, god is fair. you will feel how i feel later in life. god will make that happen. trust me. by then, its too late..
everything happens for a reason.
every bad thing that happens, sumthing good is hidden behind it.
and i believe that god has sumting better in store for me. =]

confusion is conquering me.

.radyn.



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