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Friday, October 27, 2006
27 october 2006 sometimes i wonder what do the other girls have that i dunt? if im that lucky girl, i wudnt have to go thru so much heartaches. thinking back how i dumb i've been to not have resist you in the first place. if only i've resist, i wudnt get myself hurt again and othas too. its easier said then done. damn, why can't i get over you.. i thought time can heal all wounds. reality slapped me hard on my face forcing me to forget abt you cuz you're no longer mine. i really tried but i really can't. i prayed hard to Allah that one day i shall stop loving you. i noe its hard but i HAVE to. i hope you'd take good care of her and may both of you last.. okay, enough of being emo and stuffs. i've been keeping it for wayy to long and keeping it to myself has been sucha HUGE burden to me. i dunt wish to bother/irritate my closefriends by sharing the depth of my feelings. like who wanna noe anyways.. so i just have to turn to my bloggie for a listening ear. sortof la. =/ 29 october 06 after receiving those unexpected msges from you, my heart was beating so fast. it simply made my day when i know im not supposed to.. maybe i misses you after sucha a long time of not contacting. moreover, those feelings for you are still there. im feeling very guilty of still having those feelings for you. i really am cuz you're hers. i know i gotta be strong. i just HAVE to. i don't wish to sound to emo-ish here but again, i just have to express my feelings cuz i dunt wanna cause any more harm to my inner-self. [sorry mira.. i noe you hate all these emo-ish stuffs.] Sighhs. forgeddit. im looking forward to seeing my babes once again. tomorrow will be the starting of our 2 weeks prep classes. gee, i havent buy pink and blue coloured highlighters for english. till then. LOVE YOU ALL!! =[ ] im running away from the truth. .radyn. |
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