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Thursday, March 29, 2007
i tried to shrugged it off. but the pain of your words just could not leave me alone. i have feelings too ya know. :[ you have no idea how demoralized i feel. really. at times i just have to take back my tears knowing i can't possibly bring myself to tell you what actually went wrong. it keeps on repeating. i could no longer hold on. i just let go. i feel like i've lost a part of me. i feel so empty and lonely deep down. do you even noticed that? it's really uncanny how things change drastically. i missed the you which never fails to be my pillar of strength. i missed everything about you. i never loathes you. how can i?! if i loathes you it means i loathes myself too. my self-esteem has been deteriorating once again. wtf. it feels so wrong when we're starting to drift apart. it's tearing my soul apart okay! *sniffles. :,[ you've been there for me through thick and thin throughout the years. but why do i feel that i don't even know you at all? oh god. i want us to be like how it used to be. emotionally attached to one another. this is how i feel. nothing can be as worse as losing you my dear friend. i love you always. ps: i'm sorry. |
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