i slept of at 5am last night & woke up at 10.30 just now.

my eyes are all swollen & puffy. :[

went to the guides carnival with the girls.

despite feeling all sleepy & lethargic, i still went for the guides carnival at scape.

all thanks to the remaining coupons that i've yet to sell. sigh.

it was so bloody crowded, myriad of girlguides in their uniforms.

somehow, i missed my guiding days. :[

oh! i saw uncle salim, the hottest old man on the planet. haha.

overall, i had fun. yay.

because the girls and i camwhored publicly using the instant shot cammie.

kinda embarassing but we don't give a damn at all. hee. :DD

i was soo goddamn happy because i ate 2-3 sticks of marshmallow dipped with hot chocolate. -.-

haha, sorry, i gets excited easily. really! :]

anyway, yesterday was one heck of a day.

went tuition, then met wan. dinner-ed at food culture. :D

talked & talked. heart-to-heart talk; secrets etc.

shed a tear or two because...

i'm tired of keeping horrible secrets from tons of people.

i'm tired of hearing girls losing their virginity.

i'm tired of knowing your boyfriend is an asshole.

i'm tired to know that guys do backstab each other.

i'm tired of betrayals.

i'm tired of learning there are a whole fuckload of boyfriend stealers out there.

i'm tired of jerks using girls as their sex toys.

i'm tired of people giving me false hopes. grr. *nafeez, you owe me the whole of candy empire. do you hear me?! >:[

i'm tired of knowing that you're oblivious to everything. if only you know..tears & heartaches will be your permanent companion. :[

i'm tired of keeping many things from you, my friend.

i'm tired of never-ending lies. SIGH.

okay, whatever. so here's the collage of pictures taken today. :D

torn apart by hidden truths,

radyn.