Monday, March 10, 2008
i'm much happier living in my own fantasies and hopes that i knew would never come true than facing the sheer agony of the real world. yes, i'm an old-fashioned hopeless dreamer and i want it to remain that way as it brings eternal peace in this little heart of mine. the real world is cruel, full of injustice, merciless and flooded with barbarians. uncannily at how destiny works, i'm always tied down to the same different twist of fate. just when i thought fate is going to be on my side each and every time, determined to take such a risky leap of my life and again, i fall flat down. it's unfair. to be the one who have to go through this circle of agony over and over again. at first i thought i'm full of assumptions. but every single occurances and excuses are getting more and more frequent and it is somehow making sense to me. the negligence, the language used, the ignorance are getting painfully unbearable but how would anyone possibly understand that and how it matters to me. sighh. i wish i can turn back time and bring the old times AND the old you. |
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