Wednesday, April 02, 2008

sorry for not blogging much, internet was down and work's has taken my life away.
been having hard time trying to be as decisive as possible and figure out my life and what's my next big step.

about work, i've been thinking if i should tender and concentrate fully on my studies and most importantly my life and myself. the pressure at work by someone is really eating on me. i've been trying hard to ignore and not let it be a distraction. but it gets really agonizing by the day.
on the other hand, i don't want to leave my favourite people (especially ben. he taught me alot of things and he turned me into a stronger person.) and the happy moments. i want to help them as much as i can as there is gonna be a major shortage of manpower. should i finally spare a thought about myself now, but it's painful for me to do so.
i barely have time for myself and doing all the things that i've been wanting to do.
school's starting tomorrow. haha yeah what a short notice. with school and work it's gonna be much worse, am i able to juggle it? what about my social life? and time on my own? 1001 questions ran through my mind. those questions left unanswered. the pounding headache wasn't helping either. after much holding on, i finally let it all out.
friday is the day i've looked forward to, a day full of me, myself and i. :D
till then, people. ahhh, i feel much better now. :) thanks kay and my beloved mum.

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