being forced to deal with sucha massive responsibility and pull a confident front to face it.

the foreignity. the new challenges. the degrading remarks.

my self-confidence has dropped to absolute zero.

how am i supposed to go through this particular phase of my life?

perhaps the most crucial ever?

i can't possibly be a let down.

i'm only 17 for fuck's sake.

can i just curl up and die?

on a lighter note,

on friday i went to collect my o' cert together with nadia.

went to siglap starbucks and chilled. zal came.

followed by dane, id and arw. yeedee yaadaa.

proceeded to parkway. with syaf & nadia. together with our bfs. :)

here are the camwhored photos.

(spot dane in some of the backgrounds. -.-)

oh gawd, i have a humongous ulser at the side of my tongue. :((

i can't talk! it hurts. and my headache is super killing me.

i feel nausea and to make it worse, my body's burning.

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. :(

ILK.

IMK. :(