thankfully i'm learning slowly how to cope with what i'm going through now. though the sheer feeling of uncertainty, still scares me like a small girl crying for comfort but it's decreasing by the day. with the help of my loved ones. and today by a totally unexpected person whom i rarely talks to. he chatted me up and he's none other than luqman, kay's classmate back in secondary school. what an interesting conversation. okay drop that. finally met up with kay today. :D i swear i'm the happiest girl on earth when i saw him approaching from far. i can never miss him this terribly. our dayout is full of abrupt decisions. which is quite funny.

haha, we watched the incredible hulk which is an awesome movie.

i got all jealous in the cinema; it is really petty of me. but howells, cant help it. all thanks to boyfriend. grr. after dinner, we went to chill somewhere first and before he sent me to the bustop, sheer sadness suddenly rushed over me.

been looking forward for a week to spend the day with him, yet it was over too soon. and i hadda wait till next saturday to being able to see him again. what a pain! the thought of it, just saddened me so much that i cried and refused to go home. :( haha, gawd i sound so effingly pathetic.

all thanks to work, oh havent i tell you that im working now? go figure.

right now, all i want to do is sleep but i just can't. i miss kayyyyyyyyyy.

i feel like posting our recent photos up, no not today's.

haha, being goofy as always.

ilysm.

goodnight world. :)