Tuesday, July 08, 2008
 what an effingly looooooooooooong and energy-consuming day. my schedule are even more packed than usual, and its gonna last for weeks. let's see, hmm 2 more days to exam for the whole 3 months module.(and i havent even started.) next exam coming up next 2 weeks PLUS the dateline of my assignments. i'm still racking up my brain for resources to make my little classroom abit more interesting. hmmm and and coming up with ideas for art & craft for this week. making of a doctor's bag?! #%!*^@ okay perhaps, i'm not a crafty kinda person. any ideas anyone? i'm enjoying every minute of what i'm doing, can't wait to finish up on my assignments. the whole cycle of these hectic activities can be reallly tedious, but what is even more tedious is when in THE PROCESS OF completing and juggling hecticly overwhelming tasks, managing my time constraints trying to squeez as much stuffs as possible and mugging, (or should i say, staring blankly at my notes half-asleep.) my heart is never at ease and my mind is disturbed plus the unstability of my emotions are eating my soul alive. my attachment figure whom i clings all this while for comfort is barely there, physically yes. but not emotionally and mentally. thus, it can be REALLY hard to go through such a major phase of my career without having my very own attachment figure to provide me my basic neccesities. yet, i'm still striving on. no point investing so much effort and emotions to satisfy someone's needs but not even a good grace of pure appreciation is shown. again, i'm drained physically, mentally as well as emotionally. but no regrets, cause i believe there are still people who are gonna be there till the end. *smiles Labels: drained. |
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