Saturday, May 02, 2009



School as usual has been pretty hectic, with the 8am-6pm schedule daily and upcoming tests. I am soo thankfully that my phase test are over and i believed that i did quite well cause i did not miss out any steps, however the lecturer said i need to improve on my body mechanics and the positioning of my wheelchair when transferring the patient, which was Fyzah on that day. Thanks babe for cooperating. :)

All my friends had different impressions of me on my first day of school. Hee!

First day of school.
  • Iffah- Pendiam.
  • Azhar- Pendiam.
  • Ayme- Rilek.
  • Fyzah- Quiet.
  • Filzah- Quiet!!
  • Aina- Pendiam.
  • Danial- Pendiam.
  • Sham- Can talk, only if i start the topic first.
  • Yus- Silent sister. (-.-)

Now.

  • Iffah- Suke nah ketawe tapi lambat tangkap!
  • Azhar- Ketawe non-stop.
  • Ayme- Sarcastic.
  • Fyzah- Approachable.
  • Filzah- Soft spoken but bising jugakkan, fun. :)
  • Aina- Soft spoken, friendly.
  • Danial- Still pendiam, tapi bile dah start, pedas to the max. Hee.
  • Sham- Masih bump inside the bus. (okay no link. heh.)
  • Yus- Silent but sounds. (-__-)

i'm bored, just taking a quick break away from all the portal circulation, Lymphatic ducts etc etc.

Anyway, it sucks when insecurities get the better of you and take control of your emotions. When you feel helpless and tied down to the pain, the intense pain that has once left you so long ago are coming back to haunt you. It feels like hell, i swear.

I hate the past, always. And how much i have to go through that phase of my life will always be at the back of my mind. I know i have affected the people who cared for me, but sometimes when the battle deep within myself is too much too bear. i will just break down and let loose all the emotions in me. I'm deeply sorry to my family and kay if i am not being myself lately and was always so withdrawn.

goodbye, for now people.




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