Thursday, June 25, 2009
        BBQ= Food, boozed, smoked, bitched, slacked & Azhar card game. i laughed so much throughout the game. hehe. :) Kay came around midnight, and joined us. By then, my head was heavy already and throbbing. We girls kept going to Mcds to pee. heee. Had a heart-to- heart talk with Filzah on our way to the toilet. && I miss Iffah already, sampai senget eh. ;) Things went well at the start but as night comes.... (im sorry but what i'm gonna put down, may sound very depressing, i suggest you may want to skip this part.) we all went our seperate ways and the atmosphere became more tensed, silence filled the air as some went soul-searching and some tried to cover up by pretending that everything was okay, when its not. A few were even oblivious to everything. I have nothing left to say, i don't give a damn anymore, all these while i have tried my best to help even if takes to struggle by juggling my own pain with all of this shits,unfortunately to no avail. I failed, we all failed. I wish, this circle of pain will end for my dearest Azhar. you have no idea, how much it hurts to see only agony in the eyes of the people whom i really cared for. |
 RADYNURAIN, 18♥ Basically a personal space of mine where i let out my daily rantings, whines and my very own lovestories. In here is where i keep all my past, present and future. ShoutMix chat widget MIRA PRISCILLA HUIHUI NADIA NATASYA SALLY FITRIYAH MYRA DELS DAWN SHAHEERAA SETIA VEGAWATI NATASHA SABS ARNIA SUE MAYBELLINE YANNEY NADIYAH FAIQAH SAMANTHA NURSING MATES. FYZAH FILZAH AYME DANIAL AZHAR WIRA IFFAH FAIQAH AINNI WEENAH EQA STEFANNIA LIYANA BELLA SAIFULDIN Designer : Chili. x o x o |
