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Friday, August 28, 2009
Earlier today, a friend was in so much pain, he found out that his girlfriend is cheating on him all this while, when he was so oblivious to her vicious acts. I've seen friends being cheated on, way too many times. I certainly feel their pain perfectly. I'm disgusted that there are still so many bitches, boyfriend-stealers and jerks out there who still takes their myriad amount of partners all at one time as mere playtoys while the other parties are clueless abt it. I am deeply disgusted i swear. It never fails to irks me when i heard stories of betrayal, nothing else but betrayal. I just cant stand it, I would tend to flare up just by hearing them. The worse thing a person can have ever done, is to betray his/her friend or their significant one who have put in so much trust in them, and have their hearts broken.  It left me with so many thought running through my mind, the sudden adrenaline rush, the rapid and countless heartbeats, the shivers ran though my body as a result, my ice cold hands trembled involuntarily. It stumped me hard, the stabbing pain i felt was unbearable. The same feeling i experienced long long time ago, same old goddamn pain. I thought i would never ever gonna experience this shitty feeling again, but i realised i can never be too sure. I shouldn't anticipate that things are gonna be smooth-sailing. You can never understand the pain, cause you've never been through what i did. The flashbacks are all coming back, i tried to calm myself down. But no matter how hard i tried, it didnt stop my tears from rolling down. Perhaps to you, it may be a small matter and find myself overreacting, you can think thay way, i don't actually give a damn anymore cause: you don't know how it feels like, you just don't. I'm still trying to come to terms with the truth, the rationale behind your actions. I'm still wondering, if i didn't discover it earlier would it lead to.... Only He knows your intentions. There's too much emotions and anger in me, that i couldn't go to sleep. Just so you know, never ever violate my trust towards you, cause this time round the outcome may not be too pleasant. Bear that in mind. |
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